Esther Perel: Rethinking infidelity ... a talk for anyone who has ever l...

They are more serious than I have thought. The intensity and the problem. I'm not certain if he's right that this is my own issue. I refuse to agree that this is such a lonely journey. 

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Perhaps Serina's right. It drains my energy. It's not gonna work this way. I need more wisdom, confidence and courage to move on. More. More. More.

If there is anyone I am afraid to lose, that would be myself. And myself only.

Teresa is right. It's not about anyone else but myself. What kind of life am I after? Am I ready to sacrifice for what I am looking for? Would I regret if I decide to go this or that way? I don't know. I'm confused.

It's been about 3 months since I last met Serina. I look forward to seeing her on Saturday. I truly need some advice and enlightenment.