忽然發現我又墮進自己設下的圈套。進退兩難。有誰可以告訴我怎麼辦。Please.

I know it's just too much for anyone.  If it freaks you out, just go.

I am jealous. Seriously I am.

The worst part of CNY? The weight gain.

The best part? The free and quiet moments after running, sweating and showering, when one can immerse himself in the sea of endorphins. I love this.

I know it sounds pathetic. But frankly I hate CNY. I hate Valentine's Day. I hate Yuen Siu. I hate February.

新年

新年。家人朋友都祝福我早日找到對先生。其中一位說，期待我再戀愛之後再大杯酒大塊肉吃喝個痛快。我說，你是第一個把我吃素和單身這件事掛勾的人呢。他說，你明明是失戀後才開始吃素呀！我忽然醒覺，呀是。我說，但我從來沒有打算要再吃肉喝酒喎！朋友沒回應，但他的表情彷彿在說，何必為一個男生一輩子戒葷。我也沒作聲，但心裡明白，有些事情，永遠都回不了頭。就如傷口縱會復原，疤痕卻永不磨滅。永不。